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il her

im so sick right now. my homeroom teacher said i looked i was about to die right there, so she made me come home.

a nap is all i need.

fsdkaLKsDJFVNOSFA;z"
ugh im drowing in tissues AGIAN!

Its 3:34am and I can't sleep, this sucks because I know I'm going to be tired in school.
I found out a lot in the past few days some more pleasent than others
-my gym teacher failed me on the progress report, but my average is a 95
-i weigh a 130lb, I gained 9-10 pounds since last july..im not happy about that
-my hair stylist commented on my weight gain
-i plan on losing those 10lb before august(i have three bikini's I need to break in)
- I don't remember sending my grandmother flowers(slick mom)
-hallmark needs to stop making shitty holidays because holidays like mothers day and fathers day are ridculious
-im fed up with the catholic chruch, and I'm glad that I'm agnostic
-my whole fam is pissed about that
-i miss my ex a lot, and all I think about is him holding me again
-i post way too much
-i want my car like now dad!
-i don't know why I offered to tutor my friend in u.s. history


Ignore the spelling/grammer mistakes its after 3:40am

sex and the city move may 30 freak yeah!

I might have a cracked rib, so im gonna go out now to get my x-rays done.
i hope to god i dont

ps: hatter i swear i ill upload the pictures as soon as i get home. where do you want me to send them?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHELY!!!
Saturday is gonna be so much fun!

was the best night of my life. I had the time of my life.
Phantom Planet were amazing they sounded so good live and they had so much energy(tbh I thought they were going to suck..WRONG!!!) I am offically a fan now! and he crowed surfed FTW!!!!!!!
The Hush Sound were ok. I could barely hear Gretta(mic problems). Brendon came out during one of the songs, they should maybe do a duet.
Motion City Sound track were so good, but I wished I knew more songs by them. the crowd was always outta control but they went crazy when MCS came out. I made my way to the second row by now.
Panic was amazing. the crowd calm down a lot so I was able to get a good spot. Ryan(ok maybe not me persay(i)) and Jon waved at me *melt*

so me and my friend Angelica(ily thanks for getting me to the front) were so thristy after the concert( tha last liquid we consumed was pepsi at 3:00 the concert ended around 11:45) so we practically ran to Mc Donalds
Me: *stops outside mickeyd's* omg that Beckett
Angelica: *blank stare* who???
Me: lead singer of The Academy is...
Angelica:*more blank stares*
Me: fuck my cammaras dead*digs through bag for batteries*
Me: *walks up to Beckett* can I take a picture with you??*fan girl*
Beckett: *smilies* (me *dead*)Yeah sure, of course!
Me: *gushes* thanks so much
(angelica takes picture)
Me: thankyou so much
Beckett: *smiles* Your Welcome
Me: Bye
Beckett: bye!

I coulda said so much more
fail.
(pic in myspace)

I was so disgusting and drenched in sweat I don't know how Beckett touched me

I love my new Panic shirt, I didn't go to school in my uniform so I can wear it yesturday

<3333333

my side hurts thanks teenies!

my day

1.i just signed up for the s.a.t. 2(us history)
2.was was told im not smart enough to go to my dream college
3.i found out my gpa is a 3.1
4.i know that i failed my chem test
5.i have both a final and regents in chemistry
6.me and the crew are gonna have so much fun party at some club in manhattan on friday for ashley's b-day
7.i LOVE gossip girl

fuck yeah!!!
S.A.T's are over!!!
omg could that test be any longer. I'm currently out to eat with my friends, then after I eat I'm going home and sleep for a very long time.
until later mis amigos

thank god I don't smoke, or I swear I would have smoked 3 packs by now, that's how nervious I am.

I feel like I have to barf. I want this test to be over with now.

I'm watching atonement and drinking tea at momement. hopefully It will calm my nerves.

ps: good luck Carly, I'm sure you'll do great tomm!

today I'm gonna relax I'm only going to study a little for the s.a.t.s then I'm gonna watch some of my fav movies and my 2 fav shows are on tonite.
grey's anatomy and lost, plus christian from project runway is gonnabe on ugly betty today.

no s.a.t. for me today

so the s.a.t.s are this saturday, and I'm offically in freak out mode. I can't believe so much rides on this one test, I'm so scared that I'm going to fail and disapiont my parents and myself.

I'm doing last min cramming, even though my teachers said not to, but I need it.

but I'm going to take a break and watch breakfast at tiffany's and atonement, then its back to studing.

these two days I have off are going to be the most stressful ever.

wish me luck.
and good luck to everyone who's taking it on sat too.
<3

i still havent finshed my project yet. i had it for 4 weeks now
its due tomm.

my mom is trying to make me work at barnes and noble, great so my grades can go down even more
ill scan my report card later.

i love my best friend
i dont say that enough anymore.

im looking forward to hanging out on weds with "the circle"
oh yeah vodka all around.

then no school thrusday or friday
thurs=beach party
drunk y/y

fri=sleep

sat=shopping

sun=movies

why am i drinking so much this weekend?
im such a bad example.

i need a new book to read, and i hate going to the library, ill buy a book tomm. any suggestions?


my email is still brooken
i can im but not send emails.
fuck.
im not changing my s/n again its perfect.

me and mi madre got into whole"im not black enough" fight agian
newsflash im half irish.
jesus get a new topic

she finally got over the whole me being agnostic thing
sorry im not religious mom.

i wish my own mother would accept me for who i am.
i also wish i would accept myself.

i found the .zip format of whisper war finally!!!

THE CAB C.D. IS SO GOOD!!
if you havent downloaded it, download it now or better off go buy it!!
its amazing.

the cab needs to come back to nyc!

I really want to know what the ap chem class was mixing in my chem lab, because it seriously smells like pee.

my chem teacher like an idiot told us it ok to take out our phones. but don't text or anything. yeah right.

I'm so tired, I can't wait until the first week of june. my last day of classes.
chyea boi

fuck next week is s.a.t.s I'm going to do just adverage. I know it.

I havent updated in forever. feel free to scold me, just do it with a whip.
grr i been hanging out with my friends to much, theyre turning me in to a perv, haha i lie, thats all me.

i hate you nancy labarda, thanks  for letting me sleep through my french quiz, but how kind of you to wake me up 5 mins befor the pierod is over. merci.

i feel like i did some good by donating my blood, im glad my blood went to go help premature babies. the thought of this makes me feel all warm and tingly on the inside, i love it. seriously if you ever get the chance take it. 

it boogles my mind how little my mom cares, but hey why should i be suprised, we always been strangers more family. as long as i have my best friend, i know i will be ok.

i wonder if there is gonna be a chance to do street team promation at the may 7th show, maybe i can sneak a peak at panic. yeah right in my dreams

im going shopping this weekend for my outfit for the concert, no angelica im not going to slut it up...ok maybe a little

my son optimus prime just came up on my itunes, i seriously heard this joke 10million times and it still brings the lol's---i love that saying

i never drank so much water im my life,like i did today.

i feel pervy today.

ok this post is done

i cant even type because theres tears in my eyes

all i ask is why?
i trained myself never to let asshole like you get to me, but you did.
and i hate you and myself for it.

im having a really shitty day. so im going to bed.
fuck school it can kiss my ass.
im a failure and i know that i didnt need someone like you to tell me that.

life fucking hates me
and why do i have a fucking headache every single fucking day???

I got a new pair of converse today. all black and very sexy I most add.
my mom took me and my brother out to applebees today. its wierd seeing her act so motherly. its pretty. odd. yup its offical I'm fucking lame.

psst 23 days until I see Panic!!!!! I'm so freaking excited. no I'm fucking outta control excited.

hopefully I can go on the forums later, since gateway called and said my laptop won't be ready until april 23. I swear to fucking god all my music better be up there.

its a great day after all
=]

ps: BWalk ftw

pps: I creeped out all my friends by doing the friction in your jeans move that pete does.
I'm a perv.

This article got me all exticed last night when i read it. fuck yeah new FOB record, and a video for Beat It, suck on that haters.



You would think, given recent events, that Fall Out Boy would be shying away from making grand proclamations. (Well, other than the “I do” kind.)

Generally, that’s just not the FOB way (unless one of them is getting married to Ashlee Simpson). Despite the whole Antarctic fiasco, they’re at it again, this time telling MTV News that they’re planning to spend their summer vacation working on a new album, the follow-up to last year’s Infinity on High and their third studio effort in less than three years.

“It was sort of a plan of ours to downplay the fact we are recording a new record soon. Not that we don’t care or don’t want people to know, but I think we were a little swamped with the press surrounding Infinity on High,” guitarist Joe Trohman wrote in an e-mail. “So we wanted to slightly scale that aspect back, make it somewhat more of a surprise so that people would all of a sudden get hit with our new record one of these days.

“As far as when/where we are going to record, the ‘when’ will be sometime in the next couple of months, the ‘where’ will be in the Los Angeles/ Burbank [California] area, but we have not chosen an exact date to start preproduction and we have not chosen a studio,” he continued. “We have talked about revisiting Ocean Studios in Burbank, where we did From Under the Cork Tree, but honestly, we haven’t locked anything down. … As far as a release date? No f—ing clue.”

Trohman added that while the band hasn’t decided on a producer for the project, Neil Avron, who worked on both Infinity and Cork Tree, “would be present during the sessions.”

Though the band has yet to record a single note, the follow-up to Infinity already has a fairly long — and factually spotty — history. The album was first reported to be heavily influenced by folk music, reports the band spent much of last year trying to live down. It was then described by bassist Pete Wentz as being inspired by the “distorted, awesome riffs” of Oasis. So what’s the latest take on how it will sound?

“We’ve said time and time again that we derive our songs from many different sources. Have you ever heard Patrick [Stump] sing? There’s the bulk of the R&B right there. Folk? I think that was more of a lyricism aspect, though there is something musically reminiscent in some of the demos,” Trohman wrote. “The riffs I’ve sent to Patrick have had somewhat of an Iggy Pop feel, as he’s an obsession of mine. Others [have a] somewhat Smiths-y/ late-’70s-to-early-’80s Manchester sound.”

Of course, FOB’s summer plans could very well have changed by the time you read this. In a separate e-mail to MTV News, Wentz admitted that Fall Out Boy fully intend to hit the studio in June or July, but things could be different now, given the success of their cover of Michael Jackson’s “Beat It,” which has quickly become a mainstay in the iTunes top 10. Seems they’re now planning to promote that (Wentz said they’ll shoot a video for the track next week) rather than gearing up to enter the studio.

“It’s been an interesting back-and-forth. Before Chile, we weren’t sure when we were going to record. Then during the process, we felt a new energy and planned for the summer,” Wentz wrote. “Now we are back in limbo, especially with ‘Beat It’ kind of taking on a life of its own. There’s a part of us that just wants to go to another country and lay something down and see how it goes, but right now we are just kind of on autopilot trying to figure out the next move.”

Wentz did go on to say that FOB still hope to have a new album in stores by “late fall,” and he added that they have plenty of songs ready to go, though it’s still too early to talk about them in any great detail, lest we have a repeat of the whole “folk” thing.

“It’s so interesting how whatever comment you make about new music becomes the ’set-in-stone’ description of your new music. … It’s too early to tell what it will sound like, but my only guess would be a progression again,” he wrote. “Also, it’s so early that we don’t really have any names for the songs. They all have joke titles like ‘MC Hammer and Ms. Piggy Bank.’ ”

In other FOB album news, Roots drummer Ahmir “?uestlove” Thompson told Billboard.com this week that his band’s forthcoming album, Rising Down, would not, as has been previously reported, include the track “Birthday Girl,” which features Stump. The song just didn’t fit with the rest of the set, ?uestlove said.

my day was crap. end of story. first 6:30am I found out that trashlee ashlee and Pete are getting married. But it really comes down to if he's happy or not, and if he's happy with her, than good luck. tbh I don't care as long as it doesn't effect anything FOB related.

oh! and then I took the hardest chem test ever. I study really hard and I still didn't understand what the fuck the questions were asking me. to top it all off my chem teacher was absent, and my cover(for the class) was my pothead religion teacher, so she could be no help to me

plus I got an massive headache after the test. and all my teachers deciced to be louder than usaul today.

but I did finally buy my copy of AP and I do have a day off tomm.
let's hope tomm is a better day.

I'm going back to sleep, what is what I been doing all day. I haven't even checked myspace, email..etc yet. ftl

epic fail today:
massive headaches 

full of win today:
Cobra Starship& Pete Wentz...they made TRL slightly enjoyible today. also fbr_trash for making laugh(i don't hate fbr, I love all the fbr bands maybe not 2, but the post there are hillious)

ps: what happend to the forums?! did we blow them up again, like the comments on the main site?!

yawn I'm tired, back to bed..i been up a total of 10mins. fuck. I hope my phone post this, my mobile internet sucks.

I can see me already regreating this post.

I told my self I'm going to study all night for my chemistry test.
so far I haven't opened my notebook yet.

ok, as soon as I post this I'm going to study.

wish me luck!

epic fail of the day:
Ms. Labarada, my french teacher for just being a douche. I hate having french 1st period. 8:30am is not the right time to learn a language.

full of win today:
my spanish teacher, Ms. Centeno. because she showed on of the best movies ever, volver(to return).

peace. love. and bagels.
<3

I always end up making an a.s.s. outta myself in public. so today I'm an epic fail.

I felt bad for not posting in my journal, it missed me. you missed me too you just don't know it yet.
I'm an idiot.

I'm reading pride and prejudice for the 10th million time again. I love the book, its kinda like an old friend.
but besides that everything is normal in camp patricia.

my friend just called me and told me there's no school friday, thabk god I needed to go to american eagle to get some new clothes, and I couldn't go on sat or sun. I shop too much in american eagle, so much that the people who work there know me.
I suck.

I HATE THE JOHOES!! THEY HAVE NO TALENT, SO Z100 STOP PLAYING THERE SONGS EVERY 5 MINS!!!!
I'm no longer todays epic fail, z100 is.

ps: I swear I'm not drunk.
=)
pps: this is for angie: OHHHH RIGHT THERE OLIVER!! ok angie you can stop lurking in my lj. or I'm gonna post what you did today=0